In recent years, America has gained the reputation of being lazy, fat and overall unhealthy. I have been overweight since I was very, very young. It's not something I talk about a lot, and it's not something I am proud of. I have tried many different times in my life to lose weight, but have always failed. My unhealthy eating habits inhibit my energy level, which in turn, makes me more lethargic. It's frustrating and ends up being a vicious cycle. But, that ends now. At this point of the blog, if anyone is even reading this, you may be thinking,
"why is this relevant to a beauty blog?"
WELL, I am a firm believer that beauty starts from within. It's cheesy, but true. I feel "pretty" when I have cool makeup, nails, or clothing, but I feel beautiful when I am happy with who I am and when the relationships around me are positive. Namely, my relationship with God, my family and my close friends. So this is my journey, starting at the center: God. I heard a quote recently that said
"Nothing is impossible when you focus on the One who's for you." I am sure that the reason I have failed at weight loss in the past is because I lost sight of the main reason to lose weight. It's all about making my body a temple for my Lord and Savior.
When I focus on what God wants for me, I am unstoppable. When I am unstoppable, I feel empowered, strong and beautifully healthy. When I find the beauty that is only possible through praising and pleasing God, the fingernail polish and mascara are just icing on the cake. So starting today, I am under construction. This temple is getting a makeover that is pleasing to my God. Not that God doesn't love me now, because I know His love is much more than skin-deep. But, I do know that He has laid it on my heart to work on my self-control, starting at my diet and lifestyle. Self-control is a fruit of the spirit, as described in Galatians 5:22-23. "Against such, there is no law." I crave for the Holy Spirit to take hold of my life and when I am obedient, I will produce such fruits.
Here we go, starting November 27th, I am changing. I'm putting this on the internet, not some private journal, but public, in order to share my journey. I will continue to post progress reports of my successes, encouraging quotes, helpful tips, or inspiration.... in addition to my standard beauty posts.
11/27/12
Jenae
Weight: 282 lbs.
Height: 5'7.5"
Progress: n/a
